alright

im sick of it sick of it all
the wishign i was prettier wishing i was a better girl friend wishing i was a better friend wishing i was a good daughter or a good sister



i just want to think of myself as good enough
i dont ever feel it i feel like everyone could do so much better
why doesnt my brain get it i cant make sense of this anymore
like i get this shitty feeling it takes over my entire body and i just feel like crap like i hate it and i try to push it away and im like i am im good enoguh its okay and the feelin keeps coming back
what does it mean

even if i try tp be a better person
its never enough



i give up